One month to go

(First post, 12/31/10)

Finished. I am finally done with my undergraduate studies, after five and a half long years. It's such a strange concept to me, no more cramming for tests, late night trips to the library, or crossing the famous NC State brickyard in between classes. The end of school has been immediately followed by holiday events, with a whirlwind of Christmas shopping, cookie baking, and family visiting that has kept me from the reality of being completely finished with school. I went from panicking about final papers and exams to stressing out about not finishing handmade scarves by Christmas. It has been a wonderful way to fundraise for my trip, but I felt like an elf in a workshop as I knitted for days to complete orders before Christmas. However, sometimes hard work is necessary and I'm grateful for everyone who has purchased a scarf from me to help me raise support. Now I've almost reached my goal and I still have 4 more weeks until I fly out. Christmas and New Years came and went so fast and the next big thing is my adventure to Peru. On the other hand, I only have 4 more weeks until I leave. It's been a topic of conversation for so many months now, I can't believe it's happening so soon. The more I think about it, the more excited I get. I re-watched the brief video with my dad and stepmom over Christmas and was motivated all over again. It was like the feeling I got when I first read through their website. I felt instantly connected, as if this was exactly where I was meant to go. I may not know exactly what's in store after Peru, but I know I'll find more answers when I'm there. My experiences have been the most instrumental in helping me to realize what I like and what I don't, and the kinds of environments I'd like to work in. Although there is structure and a plan for what I'll be doing in Peru, I'm looking forward to the unknowns and the surprises that will unravel during my time there.